Archive | November 2013

Ask Hannah!

Hi. having followed you for a while I know you came out to your family (brave / congratulations), but as you go out dressed I’m interested in how, or whether, you get on with neighbors/friends/drinking buddies etc and deal with those in your town who may know you as your male side if they meet you.

-Purecotton

1Very few people in my life know my male side and my female side.  At this point I think I have told everyone I plan on telling.  And for some reason, realizing I am transgender makes it easier to tell people as opposed to being “just a crossdresser”.

As a male, I am pretty quiet and keep to myself.  I don’t have drinking buddies.  In fact, I have few friends as it is, but I don’t see them enough.  It’s unlikely I would bump into people who know the male side of me when I am Hannah.  I stay away from the parts of town where I know a lot of people.

Some t-girls are scared to death someone will recognize them, but people don’t make eye contact with each other and really see someone as often as you think.  When I go out, I am rarely standing still…I am walking through a mall, browsing the sales racks, running errands…basically I am always moving.  I rarely give people a chance to really get a good look at me.  That’s not to say I am hiding or avoiding people.  Not at all.  I’ll chat with the people in line with me at Target, make small talk with cashiers.

I think Hannah and the male side of me look pretty different from each other.  I go out as often as I do because I think it’s unlikely people will recognize me.   Also, when I am out running errands as a guy, I rarely bump into people I know anyway, which made me realize just how unlikely I will run into someone I know in a city this size, as a guy or as Hannah.

 

Love, Hannah

Ask Hannah!

Hi Hannah
You get out a lot.  Can I ask, what is your opinion on what to do about your  voice?  I have tried with limited success to come out with a femme voice but nothing that I am really confident with.  Also when I am out in the public I fear I will not be able to do the femme voice anyway.  I would never pass, is the voice something I should continue to try and improve?

-Maggie

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I do get out a lot, but I have never really worried too much about my voice.  It’s probably because I am over 6 feet tall and wear heels, I don’t have a chance of passing.  If I looked like my crossdressing idols, like Monika Cathrine or Heidi Phox and passed like them I would try to develop a femme voice, but I don’t feel the need to do so.  I don’t have a very deep male voice in the first place, but I do notice a definite change in my voice when I am Hannah.  Not the voice itself, but I do inflect differently, my vocabulary changes a bit, I speak slower and softer.  It’s not a conscious change, it just feels natural to have this shift.  Even if I sounded exactly like a genetic girl, people would still know I was transgender.  I rely on my mannerisms, and presentation and slight changes to my voice and speaking patterns to present as a woman.

Developing a femme voice is difficult work, and it’s up to each person if they want to have one.    I would focus more on modifying your speaking patterns a bit, and see how that feels.  If it feels natural, then continue going down this path.  I hope this helps!

Love, Hannah

Is Crossdressing Forever?

One of the things in my stats I can see are the terms people use to find my website.  “Crossdressing”, “Hannah”, “Minnesota” are all pretty common.  One term I saw today was “Is Crossdressing Forever?”

Yes.  It is.

Here’s the thing about crossdressing, and this is important: IT DOES NOT GO AWAY. You can never permanently purge. It’s not a phase. Throwing your panties away doesn’t “fix” anything. If you liked to wear heels when you were 20. you will like to wear them when you are 40.

Love, Hannah

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